im so sorry lauren.
i shouldve been there when you needed me.
and now youre gone.
i still cant believe it.
i know if youdve stayed youd go on to do something really amazing.
i know there were reasons but why couldnt you wait one more year
we only had one more year
god
it hurts so much
and at 11.11 i wish for you
but its not going to work
theres a part of me that hopes it will
idk what to do without you
i hope youre somewhere nice now
saying hi to jim morrison and jesus

<3
wait for me.
even though i never got to see you on earth,
i will see you up there.